This was a message given to me back in July of 2004.  I have been prompted to post this at this time, as our world is waking up, and there is information that needs to get out to all of us.  Give yourself some quiet time to listen to your hearts.  Turn off the "noise" of the media and the outer world drama.  All of us are entitled to direct communication with worlds and dimensions that share this "Space" with us, we are not alone.  Adonai, little ones of earth!  You are LOVED!

July 18, 2004

Orion Delegation Transmission: Willow/essence I/AMness

Come into the softness of my gentle caresses, mighty songbird!  We found the name that fits well to both our hearts!  How I love and embrace you at this moment!

I am a delegate of the Orion team that watches from your skies at this hour.  I work with many of my sisters in harmony with the Song/essences of the Regency Star Councils.  I softly wrap my energy around you this day, at your request and at mine, for the purpose of energy/grounding work for Mother Earth’s needs in the coming moments.

How we have thrilled to be here in your presence these many “weeks.”  How oft you have felt us lately!  Our work is real... oh so very real little one!

Stand tall and soft as the mighty willow that your eye likes to capture from time to time as you “motor” about your city and your daily doings!  I loved the energy/essence of that concept when we came upon the name yesterday... 

How choice are the energy levels of your (earthly) family!  How they struggle as well in the 3rd dimensional work that they are doing!  They will understand soon, our songbird!  They are awakening quickly... and the depression and the anxiety are all a natural part of the struggle to “break soil” into the skies of your futures! 

You have thought about many things these past few years.  The wars on your planet especially confuse your tender heart, the hatred that seems insurmountable.  In your inner vision, you know that this planet will triumph over the negativity of such war and anger.  You know that greed and selfishness will be overcome by Earth’s inhabitants... that the story of mankind's collective chapters is not one of dismal and cataclysmic horror, but one of grand Joy and wonderment!

Yet you can not reconcile these visions in your mind to the activities you see on your evening broadcasts!  The media is so consumed with the negative aspects of earth living!  Oh how they prey on the errors of mankind, and perpetuate the dark Karmic layers that mankind seems forever lost in.

Lift your heart in Joy, our beloved Gabriel!  Your heart hears the Song of the Planet’s “future” because intuitively, your mighty vision is beyond the scope of the current stories unfolding in 3D.

You know that all things have purpose and meaning.  You know that mankind is on a wonderful journey, and at the point of a very special happening!  What your mortal vision never sees is the quiet work going on all over the planet in all of her corners, where the media seems blind... all the little lights that begin to flicker from the inside... even though the outer being is still in confusion at this point in linear expression. 

It is only about Love.  Love’s light will bring peace to the darkest corners.  Keep those in mind as you continue your mighty song flowing during your earth days!  Many are singing around you now! 

Be at Peace!

Hearken to the soft in your heart when you “let go” of the anxieties that still flutter from time to time in your own mind!  The great triumph of mankind’s current story IS NOT being played out in the political arena’s of your planet, in the wars and the chaos of your business worlds!  Yes, these are the things that the Mighty Media love to wallow in...

The great triumph of your race is being played out in the ordinary lives of courageous men and women and children who go about their very days with a hope that seems out of place in a “Hopeless” world.  The embers of these songs are being expressed in EVERY soul even in this hour as we write together!  Those songs play In every heart... IN EVERY HEART we hear the expressions of prayer... of the need to lay down the hatred, and come to an understanding amongst the whole of our environment.

It seems such a monumental task.  It has always been easier to cling to what is known, than to let go and hear the whispering of other ways.  But the events on your planet have been such that nearly all are beginning to drop the bitterness, and look to something softer.

Accept this vision from our place, Bruce!  The mortal man does not see or hear what the immortals can hear and see!  We are more than excited for the collective inhabitants of Mother Earth at this time!  Hold to that in your hours of doubt... as the media continues to harp on other things!

It is happening!  The prayers of the prophets of old, the prayers of mothers and children and men who have struggled for centuries that peace might come to this part of the galaxy... these prayers are coming to fruition, despite the noise of the naysayers! 

Sing in great Joy mighty Songbird!  Your hopes and love and dreams have not been in vain!  Sing through your mighty voice Gabriel!  It is not death and destruction that will be the final chorus of mankind!!!

The children of your planet will walk into such a bright tomorrow that there are no words to express to them such a thing!  Yet have Hope!

Love and Joy and Peace and Light are the birthright of every living thing under Sol’s Sun!  This is the Future that awaits all of you!  We from the “mansions of heaven” surround you in Great Hope and Joy, and long for the embraces that we will share with all of you when you finally see with your True Hearts and Vision!

Namaste, children of planet earth, in all your hues and forms and energies!  We surround you in great love and harmony this moment, this day, in great love and honor!

Sat Nam and Amen.  (AUM... men!)

Some thinking on meditating... from the inner channel...

Aug 11, 2004

A fifth dimensional channeling from the Brotherhoods of Light, location Jupiter, to the souls of the children of Men…

The Inward Journey the beginnings of Contemplation/Meditation

Consider the material world as the mirror one looks at to observe their face for the morning ablutions!  The outer world is directly related, we repeat, directly related to the inner vibrational requests of Soul.  What one conceives, eventually can find reality in the 3rd dimension. 

The chaos mankind lives in is a direct result of their unawareness of the cause and effects of their thoughts.  A species in the habit of doing everything backwards, mankind points the finger of blame at the world around for all their woes and troubles, and never perceives that perhaps they are to blame for their own circumstances.

One of the big lies that humanity bought into was that they have no control over the grand scheme of things... that they are puppets of destiny.  It is easier to blame circumstance, or others, than to face one’s own karmic debris.

However, there is great power and cleansing in “owning up” to ones own mistakes, and moving forward through them. 

Start to pay attention to the outer world exactly as if it were a monitoring screen, rather than the “unknowing chaos” that it seems to be at first glance!  As a practice, let go of your attachments to things and people and ideas.  Simply Let Go.  Before starting your day, attempt a brief solitude... a time to simply clear the slate... of yesterday’s mistakes, angers, frustrations, or any negative emotion that was experienced.  In fact, do the same for the triumphs and the positives!  Simply “begin anew” as a practice to “letting go...”

Practice deep, slow, sonorous breathing with no object in mind.  If thoughts peek in, simply shoo them with a quiet “Adonai!” and send them scurrying on their way.  Perhaps later they can come to be entertained, but this is the time for quiet... total complete quiet!

Contemplate softness in mental thinking and imaging.  Most city dwellers will never find “complete quiet” on a dare!  The trick, then, is to find a vibrational hum of some sort... the whisperings of an air conditioner or heater, the soft hum of the computer screen or television (sound off please...)  If you listen, you will hear some audible hum somewhere in your space.  Tune into this hum/pitch and try to match it in your mind’s ear.

Attempt to quiet all internal visual stimulation as well... a blank screen is the goal... for the meditation.  The key is “letting go!”

The purpose is to quiet all the “tapes” that you continuously run through your heads, and let some space open up for reception of new data! 

This need not be a lengthy exercise, nor are any special items necessary to accomplish this simple meditation process.  You have all you need in your space!  Eyelids to close, mouth to shut, brain to still!  Sit quietly, breath quietly, move into a quiet space.

An effective hum (or chant) in helping the initiate in turning off clutter of the mind is to concentrate on the vibrational aspects of the word Aum or Ohm.  Hummmmmm.  Again, listen to the background noise around you when all your accouterments are turned off.  Chances are very good you may hear a hum already in the air currents around you!

After practicing in a quiet place with no distraction, you may find yourself using this simple technique to relieve stress in many situations throughout your day.  A red light is a good place to take a moment and a breath and drop all your thoughts about the drivers around you and come back to a calm center!

The point is, you live with so much stress, and you blame the circumstances around you, which gives them (whatever) the power to decide where you’re emotional and spiritual and physical states will be, and you don’t realize that it is really you in control... You have called the circumstances that are around you in your life!  It is hard to accept this when your lives are full of horror and stress and pain and frustration... but again we say, you call to yourselves the circumstances of your life!!!

So take this knowledge, and empower yourselves with the ability to “rethink” what you really want and then make that happen instead!

In third dimensional materialism, it takes thought matter time to materialize.  Consider that it has taken some time to get to this point in your physical life situations.  Chaotic thought creates chaotic illusion, or what one sees in the material realm.  Therefore, it becomes imperative that one be clear in the intent of their heart, and in the vision of their minds eye.  You have heard “be careful what you pray for.”  This maxim is most appropriate, and a wisdom of your race!  Do be careful! 

Understand the Laws of Cause and Effect.  Don’t push the blame outward on the world for the circumstances of your life!  Again, we understand that this is a most bitter pill to swallow for many, but it is time to realize the power within you to overcome all your doubts and fears and frustrations!

And it is a simple process.  Quiet... let go.... visualize with clear intent and purpose... monitor the manifestations of your inner thoughts!  Yes, indeed pay attention to what is coming around you, mankind!  These are the results of your collective thoughts, and collective thinking is imperative to come to understand as you begin to awaken to your eternal Oneness with creation and Creator! 

If you desire peace and hope and love, there is a place prepared for you.  If you desire dominance and power and greed, there is a place prepared for you!  Be clear that this is indeed a place you want to be... because what mankind considers of value may indeed have a whole different meaning in the Universal Abundance Registers!

We end this transmission in simplicity as your friends in fact, in dimensional reality as valid as yours... your brothers and sisters on Jupiter’s mighty plains... The Angelic Realms of Light and Love...

Sat nam.

Although I wrote this to myself back in September of 2008, as I read this on my blog site, I am told that if your eyes have come here to read, then these words are meant for you personally as well, and are to be read as if you were the author.  Know that we are not alone, and that we are loved beyond anything we as mortals can begin to comprehend... Enjoy!

September 19, 2008

Questions    

Is there comfort to be found in the fear that abounds, and the changes that are coming so fast on the face of this planet?  Are we a race worth saving?  Are we so out of balance and overpopulated and have we literally become a plague on the earth since our creation so little time ago in terms of universal time?  How is hope to be kept alive when all around us are evidences of disaster and hopelessness, suffering and sorrow… natural and manmade disasters?

Do I have the compassion to continue to send love energy into such a place?  Will we ever face a more settled time…is peace simply a pipe dream of poets and dreamers?  Are the schemers of the world going to overpower and destroy what exists here?

Deep in my heart is a confidence in you who remain unseen, yet ever vigil on our behalf.  You wait for us to grow.  You hold us in your arms.  Most of us don’t even begin to believe that, (or even in your existence), yet alone consider the possibilities that such help, or care, or love will help us to bring into our world…

Many prayers ascend, and have for some time.  I add my prayers of hope, and peace; I work my inner energies more and more each day to visualize a world that embraces and cares for all around us.  I envision a time of peace coming.  I envision peace within me in this moment.  I envision the Star People… our brothers and sisters in this grand universe out there.  I hear, sometimes… the deep wisdom of your experience… I feel often the deep love energy that seems to swirl around me.  I embrace that in hope… and offer my gratitude to all the unseen in my life that embrace me, hold me, and surround me in my daily walk.

I strive to still my heart… I strive to still my chaotic brain thoughts.  I strive to let go of the noise and fear that surrounds me in these very hard times on the planet.  I strive to still all these things so that I may feel and hear your songs.  For your songs are choice, and wondrous… and awesome.

And I am overcome by the love.

From the Offices of the Christ: Starship Marigold-City of Lights:  Sananda Energies, Sanat Kumatra energies, Titan Energies from the great inner core:

Little One… each day we hear you pray.  Each day we feel the love you would pass on to those around you in many ways.  We also are very aware of the doubts, and frustrations, and the deep pains that you have wandered through on this journey.  These indeed are very difficult times for the species of earth… all have suffered… the plants, the animals, the air and the seas.  Mankind has so far forgotten many things, and has thrown the planet out of balance in many ways.  But mankind is not alone in this responsibility.  There are deep energies that have long sought to suck the life blood out of all they come into contact with, and mankind has been a playground for them.  You have walked in their energies, and bought into their lies in your long journeys through eternity.  Within your energy body, you carry many sorrows, and heartbreaks, and defeats and you have been on the very brink of despair and hopelessness… and your great soul remembers these things in deep shame and sorrow…

…and yet you have moved beyond these things in this walk.  You do not yet realize the progress you have made in such a few short years.  You do not yet know how deeply you are loved, how closely you are watched, and how silent we become when your heart begins to write.

But you are learning!

Many entities, beings, and species reside about this marvelous star ship.  Many more than even earth has become aware of.  There is much beyond your planet, and your dimensions, that you have yet to feel, see, or understand.  There is so much more experience that lies ahead of you… each and every soul. 

Spirit is restless on the planet.  You hear the noise.  You hear the pounding and the beating and the heavy cursing and frustrations in the air around you.  You hear the hollowness of many millions of lives as your species wonders what it is all really about.  Oh how arrogant the species of mankind has become… at least in some places of your world!  These are the Souls who have drunk power and greed like a drug, and who glorify themselves in sucking the life blood out of everything around them.  And they have come into major power on the planet, and have attempted to steal the souls of all the innocent around them.

These are the dark ones that you have dared to face in your heart… as you have dared to face the darkness and emptiness inside your own being.  You remember the deep pains you have walked through, in the Southwest part of Arizona in your teens and early twenties… in Cedar City, In Salt Lake, in Vernal… you remember Vernal?  You remember the days leading up to the night when you were ready to be taken into the outer darkness that fills the despair of the Dark Ones.  You still remember the moments when, like Sananda, the cup became too bitter to taste…. When you felt that even God Himself had deserted you, and you had nowhere to hide… nowhere to go where there was not deep hell and sorrow and despair and to take your mortal life would have been to no avail for your soul writhed in the flames of eternal despair.

And for a time… no one was there to be by your side but the little you understood, and the little you felt, and the deep desire you had to not let your light be extinguished.  And then many dark ones surrounded you, and begged you to die, and your mind was filled with nothing but their laughter, and their disgust of you, and all like you who walk in third dimensional clothing.

You have felt and faced the deep fear and hopelessness of the evil ones.  In the last moment, as voices all around you laughed to watch you give up the ghost that they wanted to rip to shreds… you finally found release in nothingness.

And that is the point that you don’t remember now.  That space with us when your body slept by your family who thought you were only drugged to be able to sleep… your Soul walked with us.

And now you reach for those memories to come through your hands.  There is so much you learned in that so very short earth time.  These things are in your heart now, and you have been slowly finding ways to express them in the world around you… in your writing especially that you so love, but more importantly in the little acts of love you try so very hard to give to any soul that comes into your range.  You truly are a multidimensional being now.  It takes time to learn to find balance in such a soul… and you have been diligently about your lessons.

We feel very deeply your gratitude to God.  We feel very deeply your gratitude to us, as you have come to understand our Love.   We understand and LOVE your great heart… and we watch in deep joy as you turn on your Love Light for this earth, and the unbalance she walks in now.

We share your tears, and offer you our peace and hope in the hardest of times that you come to.  These days seem to be one of those hopeless and despair times for all of humanity as you watch all that you seem to cherish and have faith in seem to fall apart.  You watch the domino effect as the big industries of the world collapse, and drag the governments of the world into their wake, and more importantly to you, as you watch so many small and insignificant little ones (seemingly so) flounder while the big players of the world scramble to keep what is transitory and temporal in soul terms.

You are watching the collapse of the third dimension around you… and you came to us during the midpoint of your life for a few refresher courses on the training you had brought with you when you first stepped into this incarnation in 1957.  You have known all your life that you would be on the planet to watch this great transition.  And it is here.

Where is the fear in your heart, Little One?!  We sense in you a deep Peace and Joy!  Whence comes this odd state of feeling and being!

In deep silence this moment, we rejoice with you!  WE accept your prayers of thanks to us in the early hours of this morning… those you have yet again brought to the written page… and we, as a united body on this Starship wait in silence as you write… as you commune with us who are so fond of you!

How fond we all are of you whom we affectionately call “The Poet!” Now watch your writings come alive in the world around you!

And thank you for your deep love!  Amen.

Sananda:  Little One!  It is time, and close at hand!  You have known for some time that we have gathered to watch over these auspicious times!  In a world that your media and governments have sent so much fear and hopelessness out into… many Lightworkers have gathered on the planet in many forms and in many incarnations.  All have various gifts and dreams and hopes… various expressions of the same energy… LOVE!

Love surrounds the planet at this moment… at this time… in the many dimensions that Mother Earth Walks in, there are many Souls such as you who have not deserted their posts in times of great upheaval.  You stand with your Love Lights on, and you stand to take on the bitter whirlwinds of despair, for you have been there, and you have come through to hope!

And in this hour, we send Our deep Love Light into your souls… into the hearts of all who carry love and joy within their lamps… and we light those lamps for the dark beings to see… that there is a Grand Light that cannot be darkened.   

Thank you for the many ways you share that love in your life!  Know, little One, that you are not alone in many ways!  Above all things, I, Sananda, wrap my arms around your mighty spirit in this moment to embrace and thank you for keeping my hope and love for this planet alive because of the love you and many like you have shared in your lives and actions!

Namaste. 

I recognize the deep love in your heart for me!  I read your works with great care, each time your soul finds another pebble to add to that monument, feel my embrace!  All is well!

Awakening on Planet Earth?

August 24, 2006

Transmission origination:  From the bowels of Rosy Red Arcturus, through the channels of crystallization aboard the Starship Marigold—City of Lights; Malantor energy essence in cooperation with Palpae and Sananda:

To Earth Beings and dimensionally conscious Starseeds:

Adonai and greetings to our Light bearing emissaries aboard Starship Earth in these days of magnificent opportunity!  A very gracious greeting to all beings whose eyes shall come upon these words in the years to come, as you prepare for A Grand Journey of Awakening in the collective Conscious Mind.

Do not suppose that only your species will have a place in this collective effort.  All living matter upon the Starship has purpose and gifts to add to the collective mind.  That which is fragmented shall find the bonds of healing Spirit that shall bring all things together in One.

For indeed all things are one thing.  This concept is not agreeable to the ego structure that has been ensconced in the darkness of solitude for many eons and sees all things as outside self.  This is the current state of most “life” residing on the planet Earth at this time.

Documented words are meant specifically for the eyes of Humankind who are subject to this lower form of communication at this time.  Nevertheless, the jewels each word on the page represent have vibrational tones that will awaken the deep hidden memories of all who ponder the concepts being discussed as morsels of truth uncovered.

It takes a great deal of practice to let go of the fear one has held onto for so long.  Do not suppose that this fear exists only in the so called “life” of Third Dimensional experience.  That which you carry beyond “death” shall surely go with you as Spirit is not subject to “death”, and indeed, all manifestation of life in every form, be it plant, animal, mineral, single cellular organism, or complex humanoid has an eternal nature.  Fear is a tool of Beings who desire domination of lower species or organisms.  It is a tool that such wield without thought of the cosmic ramifications of such actions.

Fear given shall draw fear back upon the giver.  The degree of fear given shall be returned in magnified dimensions depending on the level of understanding that the being has. 

We start this discussion from a fear based point of view, as that is the emotion most understood by humankind and other species that seek to, or have fallen prey to power and domination of their environment for fear based purposes.  Ye are a “God Fearing Peoples.”

This concept taught has worked well to keep the uneducated masses under the control of small groups of power seeking individuals for many, many centuries.  It is a tool well honed by the Dark Lords who have kept a tight fisted control over this “quadrant” of this particular universe for a very long time.

These statements will bring no surprise to those who have been true seekers of Truth’s wondrous jewels within their earth walks.  To those who have applied themselves to deep deliberations and ponderings, who have opened their hearts and minds to concepts that are not given in the general media and in the religions of the world, who have questioned “authority” and found it wanting; to these souls there has already come an understanding of the deceits of those currently in power.

Also seen through their discerning eyes is the slow and steady falling away of fear based teachings and fear based tactics.  The days of Power and Greed being the dominant vibrations on Mother Earth’s sweet jeweled body are near, very near their end.

Rejoice, all who have “suffered for My name’s Sake” for the “blessings” given to such are surely coming to those who have worked long and hard to stay true to Love’s vibrational tones, no matter their environmental teachings or experiences.

For as surely as fear will draw fear to the heart that seeks to work in such, Love will draw love in great abundance to the Souls of all those who give such!

All of earth life has been in a prison of sorts for a very long time.  That is not to say that all have been guilty of crimes demanding such prison time.  The vast majority of Earth kinds are more or less “victims” and “casualties” of a great Galactic War that has raged in this part of the Milky Way Galaxy for many eons.  As these words are specifically designed for the learning structures of humankind, it is necessary to enlighten such that all species on the planet share the same fate, and you are not alone in the consequences of Earth’s karmic cleansing and fate.  All manifestation, no matter how heavy or light, is spiritually conscious at some level, and all manifestation is entitled to the healing of Love’s vibrations.

Consider Earth as a school for all travelers.  Many feel that all creatures great and small must take the same path to “salvation.”  This is a fallacy.  If this were the case, then all beings would be identical in nature.  Children are taught that no two snowflakes are alike.  Such is the case in all of nature, at every level.  Therefore, a myriad of courses exist to compliment the evolutionary stage of every living thing, and all courses eventually “give way” to a greater learning and understanding at some point.  This is the concept taught in the Western Religions that “All must be born again”.  Think of the image of the creatures that continually need to shed their skins to facilitate the next level of growth.  All of life is a continual process of shedding the old to make way for the new.

Thus change is a constant.  One must be willing to be open to change, for indeed change shall surely come!  If one surrenders to the winds of change with faith and a heart of love, then change becomes a wondrous adventure.  If one stands in resistance to change, then one feels the damaging winds tear down the hardened structure until in is pliable enough to accept that which surely shall come.  This is a hard concept to understand for those who fear the nature of changes.  Yet this lesson is taught all around you and in your very existential walks. 

Visualization is in order.  Open your heart and minds to a vision of love and light descending upon you like a sweet embrace.  Recognize within you eternal potential and existence.  Step outside the current “story” of your life for a moment, and sense Beings of Great Love embracing your young soul.  Let all “thoughts” fall away for a time, and listen to silence.  Let all things simply float away.  Do not fear.  Simply let go of every thought process that you have.  Let go of every worry.  Let go of every perception of yourself.  Let go of every perception of everything in your world, for just a few moments.

Listen to the soft.  We are there.  Listen to the quiet.  We embrace you in silence.

And then return to your “story” with a new vision in your heart!  Begin to understand that there is purpose for everything that surrounds you, and for every situation that you are in.  Apply yourself to the lessons that need learning with love instead of fear.  No matter your station, you are entitled to grow!  Growth is change.  Change is Life.  Where there is no growth, there is stagnation.  In stagnation, there is ample room to gnaw on fears bones!  In growth, there are multitudes of experiences to embrace Love’s great Bounties! 

You are indeed creation of Creation!  You were not created that you should be destroyed!  This is a concept of fear based thinking, and fear based teachings.  Indeed, your Soul essence can not be destroyed, no matter where the Journey takes you!  Embrace, then, the life force within you and all around you, for you are not and never have been alone in your journey.  Embrace all of your nature; that which you may perceive as darkness… that which you may perceive as light.  Embrace that which you have been taught to this point, embrace that which is to come!  Embrace your living Love essence with a Joy of knowing that you are indeed a very beautiful being, despite what the current vibrational makeup of your character may be. 

Ascension is guaranteed to all beings on this planet who work hard to open their eyes and hearts and minds to love and love’s light.  

Change is guaranteed to all beings, no matter their choices, for the nature of choice itself is to bring change and continued growth in knowledge. 

Mother Earth has made her choice to ascend.  This is her right as a living Soul.  Her beautiful body shall glow with wondrous hues and sounds in the moments to come in an eternal time setting.  Those who will accept her choice shall ride upon her with a Joy beyond their current comprehensions.  Indeed, many have already made such a choice and are finding their days filled with joys that have been seemingly lost in years past on their journeys.  They are beginning to glow as Mother Earth glows.  And their glowing is having affects on the life forms around them! 

Sing Starseeds!  We address you now!  You have been patient for so very long, and the great day that has always been a dream in your hearts is about to be clothed in the robes that will become your realities!  Oh how we embrace you and love you for the great sacrifices that you have given in terms of service on this planet.  How much honored Mother Earth has been to have had you assist her in her eons of tribulation!  Her work in the darkness of Karmic chaos is nearly finished!  This applies to you as well!  You have loved Her and have given Her so much love to help sustain Her in the long wandering years!

Our lights shine within you now!  Our vibrational patterns are being felt in your beings, and you are being granted the early opportunity of telepathic communion with us as a first step in returning so much to you that you have given up in your agreements to incarnate in this place over and over again as servants of the Brotherhood – Sisterhood of Lights and the Regency Star Councils of the Christ.  You are the Christed ones that truly took on the transmutation of karmic debris.  You know yourselves now with a clearer vision than you have had in many life times!

How we look forward to our reuniting aboard the multihued starships that surround Mother Earth in these final moments at this vibrational level!  You shall finally walk with us side by side as we escort this Grand Lady into the Higher Vibrational songs that She has earned through her magnificent service to all creatures great and small that have felt their stories unwind on her great shores and in her great oceans.  You shall finally see with your conscious minds and your physical senses what you have always intuited and dreamed about in your sojourn on Earth.

In deep love and respect we send this transmission to all who hearken to our voices in any form that they have come to understand them!  We honor the light/love in every soul that has tried to walk their paths with the best they had to offer.

Namaste, little ones!  We honor the light within you, and add our great LoveLight to enhance the LoveLife that you have so long worked to grow in.

How we long for the embrace!

THIS HAS BEEN HIDING IN MY COMPUTER... IT IS TIME TO SHARE.

In my quiet times of writing, I began to listen to "The Still Small Voice" that whispers to my heart. As I dropped my own story, and listened to soft music, and closed my ever chattering mind and opened up my ever curious heart, I began to hear and record words like I am about to post. This particular writing comes from Halloween Night, the year 2006. I began recording many recordings like this back in the early part of the century.

As I read the anger and frustration and venting that have come into our internet world, and the many human predjudices I find thrown all over in the press and in our worlds, I thought it was about time to let the ones I love (humanity and Earth) hear what "The Gods" think of us...

October 31, 2006

Sananda/Palpae and Sanat Kumara Energy essences combined with the energy fields of the Regency Star Councils send greetings this hour:

On the Nobility of Mankind

The species calling themselves “humankind” are a violent and often irrational species. It is taught among much of their literature that they are a fallen and sinful people. They are a proud people, and stubborn. They war and fight amongst themselves, they judge harshly. They are cruel to their neighbors. They are merciless to themselves. They are often deeply depressed, discouraged, and full of woes and sorrows.

Why do the Higher Beings, then, concern themselves with this species of life that is so embittered and lost? Of what value are they?

Deep in the past of our combined histories the seeds of separation of mankind from their fellow Galaxy members were sown. Many eons ago, long before your recorded history, your soul energies found separation from that of the greater Brotherhoods and Sisterhoods of Light Beings. You began to live in a world of illusions and dreams. You began to see yourselves as separate from the rest of your galaxy, and from the rest of your universes. In dreamscape, you found yourselves on a small spinning orb at the far reaches of the Milky Way Galaxy, on the third planet from the Star Sol, on a little rock called “Earth.”

For thousands of years now, you have gazed out at the stars and wondered if anything were beyond you. You have created “Super beings” in your literature and scripture… both of Honorable and nefarious character. You have surrounded yourselves with the duality of both hopes and shattered dreams.

You mourn, you struggle, you weep… yet you, for the most part, then pick yourselves up and courageously walk into another day of your mortality. Within each and every last one of you is the spark of something that feels so beyond you in most of your waking moments. Yet it plays in your dreams, and weaves its soft webs around you in your unconscious states.

When it all gets to be too much, you come out, and you look to the stars. You look to the skies, and in your solitary hearts, you open your souls to the gods you have come to understand. In the darkest of your hours, you turn to that which is beyond you… intuitively. You seek that which seems beyond you for answers.

And in love… we hear the deepest moments of your hearts… your noble, blessed hearts and souls of wandering. And our souls are overcome with a deep compassion for you… all of you. And in deep honor and respect we send every ray of light and hope that we can offer you, for you are worthy of all that is.

You have forgotten, though. You are so young… so tender… and so unable, often, to see the very signs of our love all around you. You sleep with your eyes wide open, lost in the daydreams of lands of horror and terror. You are caught up in the webs of fear and despair, and know not where to turn for solace.

Children… little children of our deepest desires… it is written in your hearts. You have played long enough in the outer world of illusions and false hopes. Turn now to the inner song… to that which you have turned away from for aeons. Turn into your inner soul, begin the journey inside your memories, beyond the illusions of your current story, and look deeper into the past, and the pasts before those… for you are eternal beings. You have always been.

Do not complicate the process of learning “God Knowledge.” Let go of all of your descriptions and personalizations and generalizations of that which you fear or hope as God. God simply is. You simply are. Accept. Accept also, that all around you, all you see, is God. With this simple vision, it becomes painfully clear that your battles against each other are your battles with God. Does this not bring some clarity into the reasons for the misery of your lives now? What would happen if you were to turn from your fears of that which is beyond you and within you, and in simple honor, you embraced that which once brought you pain?

Would you not begin to find compassion? Would you not begin to find understanding? Would you not begin to find healing?

Would you not begin to finally realize the Godness within each and every thing that abounds? And with this knowledge, how would your world change?

We stand in waiting, willing, oh so very willing for you to drop the fears in your hearts, and turn your very honorable faces into our love/light embrace. We stand waiting to take your soft hands into ours, and walk with you into Joys you have long forgotten. For you are us… seed of our love… love of our hopes and dreams. We stand in waiting because you are, deep within each and every last soul… a noble race. You are Children of the Stars.

You have only forgotten. We stand, awaiting your remembrances of us… awaiting your awakenings. You may see embittered and vain and hopeless beings. We see the embryos of the Gods.

Remember.

MY VERSION OF "IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE!"

I felt so strongly about sharing with those who have become followers of my blog (my fan base… yay!) a very deep and poignant turning point of my life in my last entry. It was something I also wanted to try to relive myself to put to words, because I think that all of us have our own Gethsemane’s to walk through in this life… and I find that whereas I am more than willing to share my inner soul, many around me are not so anxious or willing to. But I feel there are things we all can learn and grow from by pulling together not only the sorrows we are bound to feel in this world, but by being willing and open enough to share the Joys as well!

I pulled a Tao card the other morning called “The Joyous.” This is the energy I have surrounding me so often lately, and it is the thought patterns that helped me to create the preceding entry. I would like to share the paragraph that most touched me from the readings about this card…

Don’t be intimidated by joyousness. It is not something to be embarrassed about, so allow it to suffuse every fiber of your being. It is transforming by being uplifting and can soften even the hardest heart. The more joy is circulated, the stronger its fragrance becomes.

Joyousness is not naïveté; it is the outward expression of a free spirit, of innocence and purity, of the inner smile. Because joyousness bubbles up from within, it is not dependent on external circumstances, nor does it need recognition or gratification. …. Life is inviting you to stimulate and inspire, to spread the goodness. Under these auspicious circumstances, you can’t help but do so. (From the Tao Oracle by Ma Deva Padma).

IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE!

It is December 4, 2010.

I am in a deeply satisfying mode in thought and spirit. I want to share it with my family. I want to share it with my friends. I want to share it with the world.

I reflect on my favorite movie of this time of year today. I am in touch with Jimmy Stewart’s character George Bailey in “It’s a Wonderful Life.” Like him, I have so many dreams within me, an exact knowledge of what it is I came to do with my life, but my outer circumstances have kept me in a small town, in a small place, doing something that I’ve never enjoyed doing or thinking about (he continues to operate the small savings and loan building his dad started… trying to give the ones he loves around him a chance to be something in their lives... I am stuck working with money and numbers when I want to build gigantic structures of thought and beauty, wanting to help others find the greatness within their lives...)

Through the greed of the Big Man, George’s close friend has lost (had stolen) nearly all that they had. His world is falling apart, and he can only respond with anger and frustration. He never lived in the world he wanted, and now everything in the world he has been given is falling apart.

He goes into a bar, and in one of the most touching parts of the movie, he says a prayer…

George Bailey: Dear Father in heaven, I'm not a praying man, but if you're up there and you can hear me
[begins crying]
George Bailey: show me the way... show me the way.

He is promptly rewarded with a punch in the mouth.

In a story that me, my family, and all of my friends… our country, our planet are involved in… the last few years have been just that. We all got a gigantic punch in the teeth for circumstances that we wonder what we had anything to do with.

This time of year I replay this movie and retell myself that my life makes a difference… that every life around me makes a difference, and what would be missing in my life if my friends had not been there for me! What would be missing in this earth walk if I had not been here either?

In the end, George Bailey finds out he is the richest man in the town, because he has friends who love and care for him! In the time when he is at the bottom, the miracle occurs in his life that opens his eyes to the love that he had been generating all his life, and it came back to him in ways he could not have expected!

My life is like that. My angel Clarence has been walking with me all of my life, and helping me to see what really is going on “behind the scenes” of my outer experience.


It is December 4, 2010.

I feel deeply loved, and I know somehow, that the troubles that surround my life are only temporary things, and that if I live one day at a time in a willing way, life's Love will help me to deal with them, and grow from them!

For myself, I have learned that I have always been in the right place, at the right time for me, even if my brain didn’t think so! So in the turmoil of the storms that surround me, I feel Joyous this moment, and so often in my life.

Sorrow is contagious. Anger is contagious. Frustration is contagious.

Joy is more contagious. Love is more contagious. Hope is more contagious.

It is the later that I would share with all that I love, but my angels have taught me, it first must start inside of me!

My favorite movie saying at this time of year comes from Tiny Tim in Charles Dickens “A Christmas Story.”

“May God bless us, each and every one!”

AN AWAKENING: AN ANNIVERSARY

Once you have discovered your hearts desires, and moved to meet them, the Universe works quickly to make them come to be. (A concept gleaned from the Holy Scriptures, The Secret, and Think and Grow Rich.)

It is December 1st, 1978.

I have been out of the military for about 5 months. I am a wreck. I am a drug addict, an alcoholic, and basically living a life that my natural mother’s husband calls “contemplating your belly button.” I am so focused on the hell in my life that I can’t focus on anything else. I left the family I grew up with down in Salt Lake City because they didn’t get me. I came to Boise to live with my natural mother knowing she would get what I was about. She didn’t, her then husband didn’t, and I certainly didn’t.

My half brother was in Jr. High at the time. He was about my only friend at that point in my life, and he was my drug connection. I spent every day I could getting high because life was hell, and I wanted to die and leave the crap I was living. I had probably been “praying for death” for over a year at this point… not in words, but certainly in deed. A month or so back the girl I had wanted to marry said she had other plans for herself, and I was devastated. I was now working at a job I seriously hated with all my heart and soul, and I was caught up in a world so full of contradiction and hallucinations that I had no idea what anything was about anymore.

Just before this day, I remember one night being in a cold fog out in the world, and hearing what in my mind were starships that had come to take every soul off of this planet and I was left alone to rot in my own hell. I screamed at the stars in anger, and wondered what the hell I had ever done to deserve the life that had come all around me, and was collapsing into a deep bondage.

Every day got only worse, and my mind was torn, shattered, and in a hell I would not wish on a Hitler or a Saddam Hussein.

I had scored a lid of Hawaiian Marijuana the night before. This morning, 32 years ago, I got up and got high with my half brother, then took him to pick up his little friends to take them to Jr. High. I was sharing my pot with all of them… my concepts of doing unto others that joy might flow back to you. After dropping them off I began on my usual pattern. I loved to help folks, even then. I picked up a hitchhiker on the freeway and we talked and smoked some, and I took him where he needed to go. Then I got back on the freeway.

I found another hitchhiker that wanted to go to California and score some cocaine. I had never tried cocaine, but I was willing to make the journey. My higher self/soul had other plans. By this time I was at a pretty high altitude with the pot in my head, and I found myself turning off exits back into the city. I had not intended such. I would try to head out to the freeway again, only to find myself turning back into the city. I had no idea where I was. My passenger was already doing something, and the paranoia came on strong. He started to tell me he had a knife. He started to use criminal language and persuasions I had never been exposed to.

It came to a point where when I looked at him I was “riding with Satan” and I was never going to leave the car alive, and he had come to take my soul away to hell. Trapped… mind swimming in a world so not of this world… so real, and painful, and the darkest place I had ever been in my remembrance. I had come to the end of time, and eternity waited for me, and it was going to be an everlasting walk in fire of spirit and mind and soul.

He stepped out of the car and I didn’t know why he hadn’t taken my soul with him. I saw my life end like a picture show at the end of a reel, when the frames just start to flap around with no meaning. I remember screaming… and I remembered no more.

THE END/THE BEGINNING

A deep peace surrounded me. A quiet and serenity I had never ever felt, but remembered from somewhere. All I felt was a LOVE that one cannot put into words, but one who has felt that will certainly know what it is I try to express. Visions and motions began coming again into my conscious mind. I remember my mouth hurt, but then it didn’t matter. I felt bodies around me. I opened my eyes and saw the tears in a young man’s eyes, and felt like I was being hauled away to be put into a casket. The Peace again. Then awakening again, and I found myself in an ambulance with a woman, and then the darkness again.

It is December 1st, 1978, and I have awoken in a hospital room. The doctor and nurse see that I am okay, and begin the process of letting me get ready to go home. It is early evening. My mother and her husband have been contacted, and Jim has come to get me. He is not happy with me. I don’t think he had ever been happy with me. He tells me that my car is in a lot completely ruined, that the people that had pulled me out of my car had wondered how I had even survived. (I had only bit my lip.) He tells me that the woman that had been in the ambulance with me had been loading a van with her brother when my car crashed into her, and had circumstances just been a few inches different, she would have been killed. He told me that witnesses said I had come out of a side street into a major highway, and that I had been hit by two different cars, but the worst that anyone had gotten was a kid that hit me that said he had had worse pains on a football field.

He said that I was damn lucky, and that if I didn’t get sued I would be even luckier still. He said I never should have survived the wreck.

No one ever found any marijuana in the car, nor did they test me for drugs or alcohol. Apparently when “Satan” left, he took the pot with him, and in so doing, may have really been the Angel in my life at that time, working to answer the prayers I had been saying to come take my damn miserable life.

“Are you sure this is what you really want!”

Life changed around me quickly. My mother and her husband had no idea how to deal with me. My dad and my stepmom made arrangements to get me back home to Salt Lake City for the Holiday that year. My short life in Boise was over. I was later to realize that many things “came to an end” that day in December of 1978.


Early in 1979 my dad took me up to the VA Hospital to begin outpatient drug and alcohol rehabilitation that was supposed to be my life for the next 6 months. He did the most significant thing of my life that morning. He told me that he loved me. He was not a man who expressed much emotion in words at all. I don’t know if he ever really knew how. That made the moment so important and special to me. It was something I had never doubted in my life by his actions. It was something I had never heard him put into words.

Once you have discovered your hearts desires, and moved to meet them, the Universe works quickly to make them come to be.

I made up my mind to make a new life for me that day. I worked on every concept I was being taught up at that clinic. Within 3, not 6, but within 3 months my therapists felt I was ready to go back into life again, with new tools and skills to help me on my journey. I enrolled at Snow College for the spring semester of 1979 in March. I went down there, living with my cousin 1 month my junior as we attended our classes down in Ephraim. I lived in Mt. Pleasant, a block or two from where my dad had grown up with my Grandpa and Grandma and all his brothers and sister. I was at home… in my families roots.

In April of that year I was introduced to a girl that would soon become a good friend. By the end of Spring quarter we had seen a lot of each other, and we came back to our parents homes in Murray, and began dating.

It is December 1st, 2010.

I have been married to my best friend Laurel for nearly 31 years now. Last night we celebrated my oldest boy's 30th birthday with his friends and my other son and his wife, and with my daughter. They are all grown now. And I am proud of them, and love them and my good friend Laurel more than I can put to words.

A new life started for me on that December day in 1978. When I put into my heart what I really wanted, the Universe worked very quickly to make it happen.

When the student is ready, the Master appears.